Now i know why Dr. Kapoor doesn't really want me to read the reports from my scans. It is difficult to digest:
Advanced pulmonary metastatic disease
Advanced hepatic metastatic disease (14x11x12 cm irregular mass replaces the majority of the right lobe of the liver) few lesions are on the the left lobe.
i have not been able to think about much else, although the crying waterfall stage seems to be over for now! i was crying over everything. i am afraid as i was afraid when i was first diagnosed. i don't feel as though i can beat this one. Everyday has become a struggle to move around, stay awake, breath clearly and have any energy. Dr. K. says i am in a tough situation as i have to have the chemo to reduce the spots in my lungs so i can breath better and have more energy but the chemo will also bring me down for a few days. i have decided to give it three months. If there is no change, i will not continue the therapy. Still, there is supposed to be some senergy between the Avastin and Taxotere so hello nasuea and hairloss. We are hoping and praying for the best.
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